sudden flashback

this morning i woke up but i don't have the thoughts of getting up as i suddenly have a sad flashback of the past that haunt me for years since that incident happened.It was quite a long time back where i still a primary school student.That day,it was just a normal day where i go to my father's workshop like usual.However,something is different on that day,it was a happy day for me in the beginning because there are few new born puppies at the workshop.They are just few days old.You know....i really loves animals,so i just played with them....happily....forgetting boring things of schools...have a chat with puppies that din't even opened their eyes yet....Then things change suddenly...


just across the fence,theres another dog there..a big one...it is sniffing here and there so i thought it likes those puppies too....i was very naive that time coz i thought everybody and every animals would love babies...so i just pick one of the puppies i like and walk to the fence...everything was fine in the beginning actually...bcoz the dog was just licking n sniffin the puppy...So i take the puppy closer...

after awhile,without notice the dog suddenly snatch the puppy with its fangs...to the other side of the fence.....

i was so shocked and i was stuned...see-ing all the blood from the puppy all over...

after that the puppy's mother came growling and running like 'omg,my son!!!,my son!!!'

at that moment my heart was so pain just like what i felt when my grandfather passed away.
But not even a single drop of tears come out from my eyes..

after the incident i have a few night of nightmares....and i cried...



i know you maybe thinking im very cruel or anything but i just wanna type it out so that i can release the stress in me.....

whatever....im still an animal lover....always will be....



sorry for any wrong spelling...